may in the making

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Empty nester

No, I don’t have kids. I just literally have an empty nest - or almost an empty nest.

The move, part I.

I’m in the process of moving out of my apartment and moving back to my parents’ home, so the apartment is becoming an empty nest.

This content is not as exciting as waddling penguins or diving humpback whales, but it’s a meaningful moment for my upcoming journey. I have a feeling that I’ll want to look back on this moment and remember all the feelings - a mix of being scared, anxious, excited, and overwhelmed. Disbelief that it’s really happening and bittersweet because this apartment has been a home full of precious memories - egg freezing during COVID and being confined to the apartment’s four walls, hosting dinner parties for friends to celebrate the holidays or our friendship, putting in loving care to create a beautiful sanctuary.

This moment is a pause, and ending, and a beginning. A pause because - I’ll be back, New York! An ending because this period of time in my life is drawing to a close. A beginning because the next adventure is about to begin.

The early days of move-in, back when pandemic days were still a thing.

My favorite place in the apartment - the colorful cozy living room. Home.

How much of an apartment can you fit in a backpack?